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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 17

I met Jones in the parking lot the next night for our bartering session.  The joint put my mind more at ease than I had been at weeks for some strange reason.  I thought, at the time, it was because I was about to embark on my last journey through the Kaleidoscope Gate.  Jones just laughed as he read my thoughts, and I somewhat blushed at forgetting that the two of us could read each other’s thoughts.  We both clambered out of his car and walked through the propped open doors.

As usual, our Quacktails were waiting for us as we sat down.  Once again, I got an early start and began to down the Quacktails one after the other.  Billy just kept bringing me more as my eyes burned and my head spun.

“Tonight is the night we finally all meet each other,” Nameno broke out.  Tasiny and our fair son will walk together along this final journey.  After tonight the Quacks will know as much as they can for now.  None of us knows what the future will bring, but what all of us do know is that we will get the last piece we have been searching for tonight.  So, to Tasiny and our fair son, we drink these Quacktails to you!”

“Here, here,” the room echoed louder than ever, and every single Quack drank their Quacktail.  Billy served us more, but this time he gave Tasiny and myself two for the road.

I did not talk to Tasiny on our way down to the Gate.  I barely looked at him.  He barely looked at me.  I think the two of us were walking in sadness since we thought this would be our last journey and our knowledge would soon end.  I think the two of us were also afraid that after tonight our search for knowledge was on our own.

We reached the Gate and walked through.  We did not have to wait long for the voice to begin.

“The final stage is upon the Quacks tonight,” the voice began.  “What you have learned thus far must be taken with you in order for you to reach higher levels.  After this, I cannot guide you any farther.  However, you must guide yourselves.  The knowledge I have imparted you with are only the stepping-stones in which to further your understanding.  For no one being can be taught everything unless he or she walks into the unknown on his or her own.  Tonight I will explain the Duality of Existence – through which each Quack can realize what it is each is surviving against.  Humanity exists in a world of black and white, up and down, left and right, front and back, fat and skinny, tall and short, large and small, etc., etc.  Humanity live in a world of duality – simply put it is a duality of positive and negative.  Each of these complement and eradicate each other.  Every thing in existence complements each other at the extremes and eradicates (or negates) each other at the center.  Where is the middle ground or gray area?  Where is the neutralizing force?  Where is the in-between?  Unfortunately, it is not there physically for Humanity, because the Physical Reality is filled with contradictions.  Where the middle ground exists is between the lapses of Time.  In between the moments, where everything stops (or so it seems), the dual nature of existence disappears and everything becomes one.  It is between these lapses of Time that humanity becomes one with everything.  All three forces – positive, negative, and neutral – combine to make everything one.  The Physical Reality is full of dual systems; it is inherent in its nature.  In between the physical, at the Point of Existence, is the gray area, the one-ness of everything!  There is not separation between forms and beings in the in-between.  In the In-Between, where the Immaterial meets the Material, is where all three forces create eternity.  The trick to all of Reality is to balance these forces in order to transcend each of the Four Planes of Existence.  The trick to all of it is to balance these forces to keep Humanity on track to reach Plane Four – Spiritual Reality!  The last words I have to say to you come from a great sage.  And he said:

‘I live in fear of what I once day may become.
Fear of the simplicity and the calm.
For so much is confused by the chaos,
That to forget about it would be death.
But death to the social world is what I need.
Death to this social reality I am forced to exist within is what I want.
Death to all I know is what I shall become.
For without death there is no rebirth.
Without death there is no new beginning.
Without death there is nothing that can be reborn
Without death to all I have been taught there is no Sanity.’

Go Quacks out into the world!  Understand the nature behind it!  Comprehend your existence within it!  Realize your potential among it!  Transcend each Plane one by one!  Begin the work that was once existent but has become lost!  Reshape the thoughts behind Reality!  Reshape Humanity’s existence!”

And with that the voice stopped speaking, the dark room became lit, and Lear and I walked out through the Gate into the common area from the strobe lit room.  All of the Quacks were waiting.  All of the Quacks were told what we had heard!  None of us knew when we would be blessed with further knowledge, so we took the knowledge we were given and ran into the world to see what may become of it!


THE END

Monday, May 23, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 16

Admer and I emerged from the strobe lit room, but this time it was as if I was unable to explain what I had been through.  It took Nameno a couple of times asking, and a couple of Quacktails downed, until I was able to explain what I had experienced.  I had a difficult time explaining, but between Admer and myself we did a good job.  By the time I was finished, every Quack knew that we had one more night to get through in order to complete our knowledge up to this point.  The only thing I wondered about was who would be my next partner.  I knew ten of the eleven Quacks now, but there was still one whom I saw that I did not know the name of.  I shook it off and realized I would meet him tomorrow on what I thought was my final journey through the Gate.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 15

The following evening, I met Jones once again in his car in the parking lot.  We did not talk much, but we did our normal bartering routine.  When I had finished the joint, the two of us went inside.  As we walked through the door, I had a weird feeling.  On one hand, I knew the Quacks were getting close to the end of our knowledge.  On the other hand, I knew there was so much more to know than what we were going to be told.  I shook the feeling off, sat down with Jones at our table, and quickly drank my Quacktail.  Billy brought me another one as Nameno began to speak to the Quacks.

“Once again, we are here to push further into the unknown.  What we might find no one can tell.  However, without our fair son we would not know half as much as we do today.  To our fair son.”

The room bellowed in cheer, “Here, here,” and finished their Quacktails.  As Billy furnished us with more Quacktails – and I kept downing my faster and faster, as my eyes burnt and my head spun – Nameno began to speak.

“Tonight, our fair son will be accompanied by Admer.  Billy get them another round and let them begin their next journey.”

I had never met Admer before.  Admer was a tall and skinny man.  He had a clean face, and he wore an interesting, leather hat.  He had also always worn old, tired suits and was dressed in one this evening.  I walked over to his table and sat down.  All of the other Quacks left us alone.

“Are you ready?” I asked.

“As ready as I can be, I suppose.  What should I expect?”

“Expect nothing, for there is nothing any of us can expect.  You have heard what I have experienced so far.  That is all I can tell you.  There is a voice, and I am sure we will hear it again.  But what the voice will tell us I have not a clue.”

“Shall we proceed then?” Admer asked.

“Yes, but first I must see Billy.”  I walked up to the bar and Billy’s machine and downed three Quacktails before Admer and I started our descent to the Gate.  I was carrying another Quacktail with me and finished it before we stepped through the Kaleidoscope Gate.  Admer was looking at me as if he did not know what to expect.  The funny thing is, I did not know what to expect either.

On the other side of the Gate there was darkness.  There was no voice, no console, and no light.  Even the Gate disappeared without a trace.  I was beginning to get worried when I heard something in the distance.  The voice rang out.

“This way, Quacks.  There is another door you must step through in order to understand all of this.  Walk forward and you will find the door.”

Admer and I did walk forward, for about a hundred paces, and then we found the door.  I opened the door and headed through with Admer following at my heels.

The voice began again, “Take the two vials on the table in front of you and take their sweet nectar.”

I handed one vial to Admer and took the other in my hand.  I saw Admer’s reluctance to drink what he had been given so I drank mine first.  Admer followed suit.  Within an instant the room began to spin, and I had no understanding of where I was or where I was going.

“Don’t worry about your confusion right now, it is common,” the voice continued.  “Not many people have made it thus far, and those that have who are of your race are always confused by the vial’s contents.  It will not wear off until we are finished and you leave through the Gate, so get used to it now.  The more you get used to it the better you will understand what I am about to say.”

I stumbled around for a few minutes and finally got my bearings.  When I did, I noticed Admer sitting on the floor regaining his composure.  He finally stood up and the voice continued.

“This place is called In Between and Dreaming.  Each of you has lost enough self-consciousness to enter into the same state you Humans are in when you dream.  Dreaming, for you Humans, is the closest your race can get to understand the true basis behind everything you exist in every day.  It is in your dreams where the Human conscious works out its problems in an interesting way.  Dreaming is almost as if you are dead and on the other side of your Physical Reality.  For in your dreams you can fly, walk through walls, die but not die, and see what lies beyond the every day Physical Reality.  Dreaming is the key to understanding aspects of immaterial existence.  It is a way for the body to lie at rest while the mind materializes ‘real’ images showing Humanity what true Spirit would be like.  Without a lot of work and conserved energy, Humanity can never understand the Spiritual Reality (4th Plane), but through Dreaming the Body, Heart, and Mind can combine to show the Soul its true nature.  Dreams are often confusing, because the Mind is trying to process all of the fear, anxiety, hopes, experiences, etc. that the physical body goes through each day.  So a true picture of what the Soul, or Spiritual Reality, is cannot always be observed since the mind tries to control the dreaming state.  What Humans call lucent dreaming is the closest a physical being can come to understanding the true Spiritual Plane.  If one truly thinks about it, odd dreams come every once in a while that try and help each individual realize what is the truth behind all that one experiences each day.  If you stop and think for a moment, I guarantee each of you have had these types of dreams.”

The voice stopped for a while, and I tried to think if there were any dreams that I had dreamt over the years that would make this true.  And I realized I had dreamt of those things the voice was trying to tell Admer and me.

I had dreamt of monkey in a cage – three of them.  At a beach.  I let them out and realized what I had done.  In reality, these monkey men were always around me – hiding all of the time, but they were there.  This dream was trying to tell me that there are other dimensions existing at the same time as I exist in my dimension.  I can’t always see the monkey men, but they are there, just a couple of vibrations off of my existence. 

Another dream I had was of a weird series of circles that were rotating and traveling through each other.  I did not understand the dream at the time, but when I woke up I was left with the impression that energy moves this way.  Each individual observer, being, perceives energy in concentric circles, overlapping and passing through each other.  Now that I had been told of hw the Material forms from the Immaterial this made sense.

I also dreamt that I was in a classroom looking out the window onto barren land – nothing to be seen except the horizon and the sun setting.  There was a teacher at the board, and he was drawing a diagram while showing the mathematical formulas representing each section he drew.  He was trying to show how to represent what we saw out the window in mathematical formulas.  I felt stupid, because it was supposed to be easy.  Unfortunately I did not understand, and the math never stuck in my mind.  However, when I awoke, the diagram the teacher was explaining did stick in my mind.  It was then that I realized I learned about Reality conceptually rather than mathematically as others of my race can understand.

There have been other dreams, in my past when I was younger, that taught me just as great of concepts as these I remembered here.  Unfortunately, those dreams were before I realized what wisdom I was being told through them.  As I recalled these dreams that had such an impact on my life, I realized that everyone has these dreams at some point in their lives.  Humanity just does not know that the answers they are seeking are coming through this medium.  It is here, in between the conscious and the unconscious, where the answers to what lies beyond exist.

The voice confirmed my thoughts as I sat on the ground in the dark and figured all of this out.  At each epiphany, the voice told me I was on the right track.  It was a while until I realized Admer sitting in front of me staring at the opposite wall.  The two of us were in a daze, sifting through the dreams we had had and making sense of them all finally.  It was here, in this silence, when I realized that all I had learned beyond the Gate, and even before the Gate, made perfect sense.  Nothing was real; yet everything was real.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 14

No sooner than we stepped through did the console rise up from the ground.  This time the button had a large R on it.  I looked at Lear as I stepped forward and pushed it.  To my surprise, the console sunk back into the ground, and we were left in darkness.  I hurriedly looked back to make sure the Gate was still there.  To my horror it was not!  I started to panic a bit.  The only thing that kept me sane was Lear’s calm expression on his face.  Little did he know that this had not happened before, so he did not know what to expect.  I tried to calm down, but the only thing that kept running through my head was the conversation I had with Jones before this night started.  Just as my panic began to rise higher, a light from above turned on and the voice began to speak.

“Humanity lives in only one dimension that exists called the Physical Reality.  There are many dimensions out there that Humans cannot see.  At times, Humans see a part of the other dimensions but write it off as hysteria, dementia or a bad lunch.  However, they are there but are beyond what Humanity can perceive.  This is not because Humanity is looking in the wrong places.  It is merely because the Human, as a physical being, is created only to see the Physical Reality.  When a Human catches a glimpse of the other dimensions it should not be written off as it normally is.  Instead, it should be taken as real since it is the experience that matters and nothing else.  Whatever one experiences is real - it is Reality. However, the Reality Humans exist in can be diagrammed as such:”

When the voice said those words, the light above shone brighter.  Lear and I noticed a large diagram that was being depicted on the floor around us.  It took a moment to grasp the entirety of it since we were standing in the middle of the diagram and had to move around in order to get the full effect.  The diagram looked as such: 


Lear and I walked around the diagram many times trying to figure out the concept behind it.  At one point, Lear began to smile as if he finally grasped the whole diagram.  He just stood still and closed his eyes.  A few moments later, I had this overwhelming feeling come over me, and I too understood the diagram in its entirety.  Not only did I understand it, but it was as if it soaked into my Soul.  I closed my eyes along with Lear and waited.

I felt someone poking at my side and opened my eyes.  I opened my eyes to a dark room and saw Lear to my left.  The diagram had disappeared.  The light above us had gone off.  The Gate was still missing!  We sat down and waited some more.

After about fifteen minutes of silence, the voice began to speak again.

“You have now been given the true Diagram of Reality.  I am unable to explain it any simpler than the diagram already does.  There are, however, a few Common Misconceptions that Humanity must overcome in order to realize Reality to its fullest potential.  They are being told to you as how most of Humanity thinks about Reality as a whole.  You must remember that these statements are misconceptions and are not true.  In fact, their exact opposite is true to the nature of Physical Reality.  These Common Misconceptions are as follows:

-          Space and Time exist!
·         False - they are just a figment of a 4-Dimensional reality
-          Humans do not have a soul
·         False – every being (planet and animal) has a Soul
-          Materialism is the key
·         False – the more material objects one has, the more attached one becomes
-          DO don’t BE
·         False – if you BE you realize eternity; if you DO you drive yourself insane
-          Heaven is what one finds after one dies
·         False – Heaven is accessible every day at every moment
-          Color, Race, Sex and Creed matter
·         False – all Souls are created equal
-          Religion should be fought over
·         False – all religions say the same thing = BE a good Human being
-          My God is better than your God
·         False – all Gods are the equal creation of themselves (the Source)
-          Life is simple
·         False – the objective behind it is simple; the existence of it is not
-          All one must do is live, die and pay taxes
·         False – life is consumed with ups/downs and undulations of good/bad
-          Every Human is an individual
·         False – Humans are individuals in their experiences, but everyone is connected to the Source

The voice went on, “For now Quacks know the understanding behind how Physical Reality is created.  Also, the Common Misconceptions of your race have been made clear.  Go forth until tomorrow when two more must come forward and learn of more.  One of the two of you will come back tomorrow.  Another will follow with you.”

The voice stopped as the Kaleidoscope Gate reappeared.  Lear and I went back to the common room.  I didn’t know about Lear, but I needed a Quacktail.  And a Quacktail was what I received as soon as I stepped out of the strobe lit room.

Once again, I told all of the Quacks about what Lear and I had received.  Lear, like Snepal, filled in the gaps as I told the rest of the Quacks about what happened.  Nameno, once again, commented on how short of a time the two of us had been gone, and I began to realize that my theory was right.  Space and Time did not exist beyond the Gate.  The evening ended with all of us understanding that we would continue tomorrow.  I went home and slept like a baby.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 13

The next night, I met Jones in the parking lot.  I hopped into his car.  He gave me a joint.  I gave him a cigarette.  The two of us could not contain our excitement about what was to come.

“Well, fair son, obviously you are the one who must go through the Gate each time.  Your companions, however, will most likely change each time.  I never would have thought all of this would unfold the first night I met you here in the parking lot.”

“Me neither, Jones.  But who will go with me this time?”

“Those decisions must be left up to Nameno.  He knows each of our strengths and weaknesses.  He will make the right decision.”

“What if he doesn’t?  What do you think will happen to the two of us who try to go through the Gate?”

“Well, for one thing, I don’t think Nameno will make a mistake.  But if he did, I think you would come into empty space and not be able to learn anything.  I am not trying to scare you or anything.  Yet, if a mistake does occur, well . . .”

“Well, what?”

“Well, I think it will be the last time we barter here in the parking lot.”

“Thanks a lot.”

“Don’t worry.  Trust in Nameno.  He knows what he is doing.  Finish off the joint.  You are going to need it.  Besides, everything will be fine.  Remember what Selmip said.  Keep your mind simple.  Don’t complicate things.  Just flow with all of this.  You will be fine.”

I took Jones’ advice and finished the joint.  Jones finished his cigarette.  The two of us strolled through the propped open door and found our respective seats.  Billy had already poured the Quacktails, and they were waiting for us when we sat down.

Nameno took his spot at the front by the bar. 

“I believe we will take another step forward this evening,” Nameno started.  “I would like to make this toast to two of our Quacks this evening.  Without either of them we would never have been able to take these steps.  Here’s to you, Jones, for bringing in our fair son.  And here’s to you, fair son, for allowing us to venture further into our beliefs.”

“Here, here,” the room bellowed as all us Quacks finished out Quacktails.  Billy soon replenished us all with another round.

“Well, I believe I know which two of us must venture through the Gate this evening.  Of course, fair son, you are one of them.  As for the second, I believe Lear needs to join him.”

I had never met Lear, but realized who he was when he stood up and bowed to the room.  Lear was a large fellow.  He sported a goatee and long hair that was pulled back behind his head.  I was glad that he was a big guy – just in case something went wrong.  I stood up and walked over to Lear to introduce myself.  It was a very informal introduction, since Lear already knew who I was.  He had a giant smile on his face, and I could see in his eyes that he seemed to know what was to come.  Lear and I finished our Quacktails, grabbed another round from Billy, and descended to the Gate.  On the way, I asked him a question that I wanted answered.

“Lear, what is it that you know?”

“What do you mean, fair son?”

“In your eyes, I could see that you knew something about what was to happen.”

“Nothing really.  I have just studied for this moment all of my life.  You probably saw my anticipation and confidence coming out.”

“Well, maybe, but what is it that you have studied?”

“I have studied everything that deals with what we are dealing with.  I have read many scholars, sages, saints, and philosophers.  The one thing I do know is that what is to come will come.  We need not be worried.”

“That alleviates some of my anxiety.  Before we go in, I need to do something.”  I finished my Quacktail, closed my eyes, and let the burn course through my body.  I was ready.  “Ready?”

“Of course.”

We walked through the Kaleidoscope Gate.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 12

As we emerged from the strobe lit room back into the common area, everyone turned to look at us in both surprise and wonder.  Nameno was the first to speak.

“Billy, get them each a Quacktail.  I’m sure they have much to explain.”

Billy poured Snepal and I a round, and the two of us sat down at a table as the others gathered around.

“We are quite excited to hear your tale,” Nameno began again.  “You were only gone a few moments, so I am quite confused as to how much you might have to tell.  But please, do begin.”

Snepal looked at me and nodded for me to start.

“I am confused, Nameno,” I stated.  “We were gone for quite some time down there.  How is it that you say we were only gone for a few moments?”

“I believe you can answer that for yourself, if you think about it later.  For now, please tell us everything.”

I thought about it later that night after I explained everything that I remembered to the rest of the Quacks.  Each of them sat in awe as I repeated what the voice and console showed us.  Snepal added in the parts I forgot, and between the two of us we retold everything that was shown to us.  I later realized, after thinking about it as Nameno said, that the limits of time and space did not exist on the other side of the Kaleidoscope Gate as they did here, in the common area - in Reality.  It was difficult to admit this, but it was the only explanation that I could muster after such a long day.  All of the Quacks were to meet the next night, pick the two beings to reenter the Gate, and delve further into this mystery.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 11

I stood there in silence while my mind raced on and on for over ten minutes.  I had no idea what I was about to get myself in to.  As my mind raced, my heart began to pound faster and faster.  I was having an anxiety attack.  I couldn’t let my body go through this if I was to go through the Gate.  I remembered what Selmip said – keep it simple.  I focused my attention on absolutely nothing and stopped my mind from running circles around itself.  It started to work.  As soon as I had calmed down completely and regained my composure, I saw a figure heading my way.  I could tell by the look on this unknown face that he too was feeling a bit tense.  As he approached he began to speak.

“Nice to finally meet you, fair son.  My name is Snepal.”  He reached out to shake my hand with his right hand and then immediately shoved a Quacktail into my left.  “I believe we are going to need these,” he finished with a smile.  The two of us drank our Quacktails, let our eyes burn and our heads begin to spin, and then walked side by side through the Kaleidoscope.

It took a couple of minutes for our heads to clear after we entered the other side.  I noticed Snepal shake his head in an attempt to clear his vision.  I looked back to make sure the Kaleidoscope and our return home was still there.  It was, and a bit of my acquired anxiety left.  When I turned back around, I noticed we were in a completely dark room, I guess you would say.  I couldn’t see any walls, but then again, I couldn’t see anything that was not directly next to, in front of, or behind me.

A moment later, Snepal and I saw a console slowly begin to rise up out of the floor in front of us.  When it stopped, the two of us noticed five large buttons on the face of the console.  The first four buttons had a number on them.  The numbers started at one and went to four, respectively from left to right.  The fifth button had a star on it.  Snepal and I looked at each other.  We stared for a couple of seconds, and then I went forward and pushed the button numbered one.

As I released the button, a holographic screen rose out of the console.  At the top of the screen was a title – Planes of Human Existence.  As we read the title, other words began to print themselves on the screen and the two of us read them as such:

Planes of Human Existence


1st = Physical Reality
-          sensation
-          touch, see, hear, smell, taste
-          body is an organ of sensation
-          self-observation
* to transcend: must become aware (conscious) of the senses on the physical body in every single moment of time and space (Here & Now)

Explanation: The first plane is called the Physical Reality, because it is comprised of the Physical Body, the material.  The Soul, or the immaterial, is born into a physical shell – the body.  It is the first plane because it is Humanity’s basic entrance into the Physical Reality.  Within this plane Space and Time constraints exist.  Humanity lives within a 4-Dimensional world – 3 dimensions of space and 1 dimension of time.  Time, however, is part of space, because it is simply just a linear space that our minds perceive.  Human bodies and hearts deal in 3D space while the mind deals with time in a 4D space as the mind goes along the linear sequence.  When all 4-Dimensions are put together, the moment of creation is apparent – both the creation of this reality and the creation of Humanity physically.  The body is how the Soul (spirit) interacts with physical objects (manifestations of 3D space).  Thus, the Soul residing in the body, allows Humanity a chance to experience and walk through connected, physical space.  However, everything in the Physical Reality is made up of energy at different vibration levels coming together to make “forms” or “objects.”  As a result, none of the Physical Reality is real – it is just a 3-Dimensional show of what energy can become physically as the mind tries to register all of this in the 4th dimension.

Objective: The objective within this reality is to obtain the self-observation of physical material (forms/object) and the interactions between those.  Also called the “Sense State.”  The Sense State is the ability to be consciously aware of an individual’s “real” existence among all of the other forms/objects manifesting at the same time and to interact with those forms/objects while still being aware of the individual during the entire process.  Humanity must continually sense the world through the senses of the physical body and constantly be aware of those sensational interactions within the mind.

Practice: Physical stretching/Yoga

The words stopped and the holographic screen went blank.  I couldn’t believe what Snepal and I were reading.  I ached for more information and hurriedly stepped forward to hit the second button.  The words continued . . .

2nd = Emotional Reality
-          actions of the heart
-          range of emotions
-          heart is the organ of emotion
* to transcend: must learn the difference between positive and negative emotions and begin to emit positive emotions and eliminate negative (energy wasting) emotions; also must realize that negative emotions stem from the individual and not from some external stimulus/phenomena.

Explanation: The second plane is called the Emotional Reality, because it is comprised of the emotions of the Heart.  The Heart can produce both positive and negative emotions.  Negative emotions are engraved into the Human psyche at birth through the experiences and patterns each individual goes through.  As a Soul grows, it experiences both the positive and negative emotions.  Unfortunately, it is hard for an individual to decipher which emotions are good and which are bad because of all of the impressions that are put upon through experience.  To simplify, positive emotions feel good and conserve energy while negative emotions feel bad and waste energy.  An individual can’t, however, always tell which ones feel good and which ones feel bad since some negative emotions (habits) individuals acquire seem as if they are positive and beneficial.  The only way to truly tell is to recognize which emotions conserve energy and which ones waste energy.

Objective: The basis behind this reality is the unquenchable desire to be “unconditionally loved.”  All emotions manifest from this desire. However, there is a catch to being able to be unconditionally loved, and in order to have this one must obtain the “Ever-loving State.”  The Ever-loving State is the state of constantly feeling perfect about one’s self (not vanity though) in order to love one’s self.  If an individual does not love his/her self then that person can never be unconditionally loved and realize the potential of Love.  Once the Ever-loving State is achieved individuals are able to obtain a positive energy course and can easily tell the difference between positive and negative emotions.  Within this state Humans can control the wasting, negative emotions and conserve energy, when the Heart becomes a calm fire that is under control.

Practice: Feel the Heart beat; fill the Heart with love

Once again the words stopped.  I had this uncanny feeling as I pressed the third button and the words once again filled the holographic screen.

3rd = Mental Reality
-          catalogue, don’t analyze
-          simplicity
-          mind is the linking organ = point of existence
*to transcend: must realize what the mind is and how it works in order to make it work the correct way and not fight itself; must also allow the Mind to stop analyzing (thinking) and rest without thought thus showing the essence of being (consciousness) and causing the realization that one goes on forever.

Explanation: The third plane is called the Mental Reality because it is comprised of the Mind.  The Mind is how the Soul (immaterial) gets its direct link to the physical, material world the first two planes deal with.  The Mind is chaotic and is constantly running and processing information.  It is here the 4th Dimension takes place as the Mind is stuck on the Time linear of Space.  The Mind, as an organ, already knows how to work.  It processes information that the Physical Body and Heart experience.  Where Humanity goes wrong is in the concept of analyzation.  The way the Mind is used at present has a tendency to move in an analytical direction in order to teach individuals from their past and anticipate the future that is to come.  As a result, it gives the false impression that Reality can be controlled.  Unfortunately, nothing can be controlled except the way the Mind works and functions.  The Point of Existence is where pure, positive energy from the Source (immaterial void; also known as God) comes into the Physical Dimension and creates forms and beings by slowing down the vibrational level of energy.

Objective: The objective within this reality is to correct the way the Mind functions and realize the concept of The Point of Existence.  Instead of analyzing everything, the Mind needs to be at peace as it processes experiences from the first two planes.  There can be no worry of the past and no anticipation of the future.  The Mind needs to simply rest, working as it should, by recording observations and experiences.  In order to achieve this one has to reach the “Focused State.”  The Focused State is where the Mind has focused attention rather than fleeting thoughts that keep it going in circles.  In the Focused State, the Mind is as calm as water when it is undisturbed.  This calmness only comes once an individual eliminates anxiety, anticipation, and analyzation.  Humanity can reach the focused state only after the first two planes have been realized.  Calming the Mind in such a manner as described here takes a huge amount of energy, because Humans must understand how to observe and their place in connected space.

Practice: Meditation.

At this point, I did not know what to think.  Actually, I realized I need not think.  Not thinking was the key.  As I pressed the fourth button, I let my mind wander thoughtlessly and was hoping that Snepal was doing the same thing.

4th = Spiritual Reality
-          immaterial
-          vibrations
-          soul is pure energy
* to transcend: must keep the Physical Body continuously sensing, the Heart continuously positive, and the Mind continuously calm.

Explanation: The fourth plane is called the Spiritual Reality, because it is comprised of the Soul, the immaterial.  It is also the highest vibrational level allowed in the Physical Dimension.  The Soul is immaterial, because it cannot be perceived.  Humanity will never reach this plane if the Soul is seen as untrue or non-existent.  Spiritual Reality is the highest vibration level.  It takes a huge amount of energy to stay at/in this plane.  It has been referred to in the past as “Moments of Enlightenment” where there is clarity, no doubt, calmness, and peace.  Often referred to as seeing God.  The Soul is encased in the Physical Body, expressed through the Heart, and linked to reality through the Mind.

Objective: The objective of this plane is to obtain complete freedom by combining all of the lower three planes in order to enter this fourth plane.  In order to do this, Humanity must reach the “Consciousness State.”  The Consciousness State is when an individual realizes what eternity actually is.  Eternity is actually “The Moment” – every single second of every single minute of every single hour or every single day of every single year, etc. – also known as the Here & Now.  However, in order to reach the Consciousness state, Humanity has to realize the Dream and overcome the common misconceptions about reality.  Reality is nothing more than a physical dream of consciousness immersed completely in the simplicity of the Here & Now.  Unfortunately, everything Humans must do to survive within reality is just a formality in society’s own manifested reality and complex way of existence.  Therefore, realization of the true reality of things is clouded by society’s misconception of what it thinks reality is.  The Dream is that none of this exists.  It is all just a stepping-stone to the next phase of existence.

Practice: See the energy of everything; realize the Dream.

With the conclusion of the last plane, I couldn’t imagine what the button with the star on it would provide.  With anticipation, I looked at Snepal as I pressed the fifth button.  I felt as if God himself was talking to me, giving me insight into all of this knowledge that was being presented in front of the two of us as we read on . . .

Conclusion:  Planes 1 or 2 can be transcended in any order, but both must be completed before a being can begin Plane 3.  As a being completes (understands) a plane, its vibrational level moves up a bit higher.


 Once Plane 3 is transcended, the ability to complete Plane 4 arises.  Without completing Plane 3, Plane 4 cannot be worked on.  Plane 4 is the highest physical beings can get, but by working on Plane 4, the Highest Plane is realized.  It is only in Plane 4 where a being can begin working on existence in the Source and start preparing for the next phase of existence.

The reason for the hierarchy of planes is because of energy.  As a being transcends Plane 1, the vibration level of the being’s energy increases.  The same holds true for transcending Plane 2.  A being must transcend Planes 1 and 2 before work can begin on Plane 3, because Plane 3 requires a huge amount of energy in order to calm the Mind and keep it calm.  Once the Mind is kept calm day after day, then work on Plane 4 can begin.  It is very hard to constantly exist in Plane 4, and most beings are thrown back into the lower planes.  This results from the negativity that exists in the Physical Dimension. 

In Plane 4, the vibration level is so high, even the smallest negative aspect will knock a being off-center.  The best example is a spinning top.  The top spins so fast that even the slightest physical matter or negative reaction to its position will cause it to topple off course.  To explain better, as a being exists in Plane 4, any negativity will drop the vibration level.  For example, if a being forgets to Sense his/her surroundings in Plane 1 the vibration level is dropped out of Plane 4.  The same holds true if a being lets negative emotions fill its Heart and wastes energy.  Also, if a being lets the Mind analyze and confuse itself, rather than remain thoughtless, his/her vibration level will drop.  As a result, if any part of the lower three planes are forgotten, the being is knocked off track.

A key to remember: Sensation must override analyzation – that is why Plane 1 must be transcended before Plane 3 can be worked on; Plane 2 must also be complete before Plane 3 can be worked on in order to conserve the energy needed to calm the Mind in Plane 3.  At any point, Plane 4 can be knocked off by the inability to combine all of the previous three planes in a constant state of awareness (Consciousness).

And with that, the holographic screen disappeared, the console sunk back to its original home, and Snepal and I were left in complete darkness.

The two of us turned to head back through the Kaleidoscope Gate when we heard a voice from behind us in the darkness.

“Leaving so soon?” the voice asked curiously.  “Heard enough for one day?”

Neither of us knew how to respond so we waited dumfounded.

“There is so much more that you Quacks have no understanding or insight about. None of you comprehend the Immaterial and the Material, the Diagram of Reality, Common Misconceptions, In Between and Dreaming, or the Duality of Existence.  All I am waiting for is the right combination of Quacks to enter this place beyond space and time.  And while I have the two of you here still, there is one more concept I must explain before you leave and send me the next two.”

When the voice finished, the console rose back up from the floor.  This time there was only one button labeled with two letters – IM.  I walked forward and pushed the button.  Once again, the holographic screen rose and words began to fill it.  Across the top of the screen were the two words – Immaterial/Material.  The words following were as such:

The Immaterial consists of those things outside of the Material – the Physical Reality.  It is where the Conscious Source of pure energy is found.  Within the Immaterial there are no limits of Space-Time.  Here is where there is a calm of rest and peace where nothing matters because it already IS what it is; whatever IS needs not become something else.  The Immaterial is the source for the Material.  The pure (positive) energy of the Conscious Source is the highest vibration level, or wavelength, that there is.  It is where this pure, high vibration energy starts to lower its wavelength when the Material forms.  The point at which the high vibration starts to lower is called the Point of Existence – where the Material begins to form.

The Material consists of those things inside the Physical Reality.  It is where the pure energy of the Conscious Source slows down its vibration to manifest Forms and Beings.  Within the Material there are Space-Time limitations and constraints.  Here is where there is a chaotic experience of combinations of energy in which different objects are manifested into Reality.  In this realm, the Perceiver (being) experiences variations of energy in forms and objects that can be manipulated to create the Environment.

The Immaterial is the creator of the Material, and the Material is where Humans are created within.  The Soul of Humanity is always connected to the Immaterial (Conscious Source) regardless if Humanity realizes it or not.  In order to realize this connection, however, Humanity must transcend Planes 1 or 2 and begin to work on the rest of the Planes of Existence.  There is where the work must start.

See the following - Immaterial/Material: Diagram 



The diagram stayed there for a while in order for Snepal and I to study over it and comprehend what was being shown to us.  Then, just as before, the screen disappeared and the console sank back into the floor.  The voice began to speak to us again.

“One of you needs to come back in order for the next step to be taken.  The Quacks are getting far, but are still very distant from the finality of this knowledge.  Tomorrow, please make your selection of the two who will walk through the Gate.  Until then . . .”  The voice faded away, and we were left in the dark.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 10

Nameno stood by the bar as Billy placed a Quacktail in front of each of us.  Nameno raised his glass high into the air and began: “We have come a long way, each of us, to find ourselves in this room on this night.  Every Quack has had a large part in all that we have done.  Now we venture into the unknown.  A place where each of us must use our abilities in common and help guide each other along the way.  We have finally found our eleventh Quack, our fair son, who has been able to spur us into this void of the unknown.  Drown out the reality that exists beyond these doors with the downing of your Quacktail and we shall proceed.”

“Here, here,” the room echoed as each Quack finished his Quacktail.

“Well, fair son, please join me up here.”

I slowly rose from my seat and made my way towards the bar.  As I did so, Billy was pouring two rounds – one for Nameno, one for me.

“Are you ready?” Nameno asked?  I merely nodded.  “Grab your Quacktail and follow me.”

The room fell silent as the two of us approached the door with the strobe lit voice.  We entered the room and closed the door.  The strobe was flickering faster than before, and it was harder to figure out where I was going.  I followed Nameno through squinted eyes.  My eyes were beginning to burn from the last Quacktail, so I took another sip of mine hoping the burn would subside.  It didn’t.  The two of us walked down the dark stairs into the room where I first met Nameno.  The Four Parts of Man were still emblazoned above the Kaleidoscope circle.  As we approached, we once again heard the riddle from the voice:

“To enter this Gate the Quack must have the key.
However, this key one cannot see.
It exists in words that can be told.
But only by men who feel as bold.
There are two sides, existing in space.
There are two sides among your race.
Conflicting Existence is how it’s described.
And because of it many men have died.
The names of the two sides are what I seek.
I need these names within a week.
Look within these words I now say to you.
The answer is immersed in the clues.
Two sides compete every day.
Their names I must hear you say.

One side deals in the past and the future.
They analyze both to try to control the present.
This gives them a false reality
as they are stuck to deal in space-time limitations.

The other side deals in the present.
They sense the moment with their organ of sensation.
Their mind registers and catalogues the sensations and the experience
as they deal in the Here and Now.

The two names I need, within a week.
These two names I seek a Quack to speak.”

The voice continued, “The time has come Quacks.  I need the two names now or this Gate shall be shut for centuries.”

Nameno looked at me and nodded.  I began to speak.

“Do’ers and Be’ers.”

“Very good, you have passed.  The Quacks have come a long way since the last time they came upon me.  I must warn you, though.  What you are about to cross over to has not been seen or understood in ages.  However, there is one condition that exists in crossing through the Kaleidoscope - only two of you can cross over at a time.  Only one of you two is ready.  The other who is ready is still upstairs.  You have an hour to decide which one of you is ready and who the second will be.  Make your decision wisely.  I will give you one clue as to what lies beyond the Kaleidoscope: Beyond this Gate everything deals with a geometric object, existence and their relationship to each other. 

Nameno turned to look at me and spoke quick and clearly, “You stay here, fair son.  I will send the other down as soon as I can to go with you.  Don’t fear.  I think I know exactly who to send.

Humanocracy - Part 9

Nameno had each of us put our piles down in front of him.  He just nodded to us as we did.  He just nodded at me.  I sat back down and took a huge swig of my Quacktail.  I was going to need it for this.

“Alright, here’s what I’ll do,” Nameno said.  “I will read through each list.  Anxiety first.  Then Sense.  After we go through each of them, do what you want to do.  We’ll vote later after we all feel it has been discussed.”  Nameno picked up one stack of papers and said, “Under Anxiety we have the following: Control, False, Limitation, Control, Mind, Frustration, Past, Future, Mind, Space-Time, and Do’ers.  Under Sense we have the following: Organ, Moment, Here, Now, Moment, Sensation, Reality, Organ, Body, Sense, and Be’ers.  Those are the eleven for each.  

After Nameno finished I looked at Jones.  Jones looked back at me.

“Well, what do you think?”  I asked.

“I don’t know, fair son, I really don’t.  All of the words sound the same to me.  However, there were two words I didn’t expect to hear.”

“Oh yeah, what were those?” I asked.

“To better explain, I heard all of the words in the voice’s riddle except Do’ers and Be’ers.  And to tell you the truth, I don’t exactly know what was meant by them.  I wish I knew who wrote those two words down so I could ask a few question in order to get a clearer understanding.”

“Why do you need a clearer understanding?  Don’t the words themselves have any significance?”

“Yes, they do to me.  But what I want to know is what significance they have to the person who wrote them.”

“Ask away then.”

“You wrote those words?”

“Yes, I did.”

“Well, you know more about all of this than I do.  I might have found the Diary, but most of the words I could not comprehend out of their context.  What is the difference between Do’ers and Be’ers?”

“I’m not sure I understand it myself, but those are the words that came to my mind when I had to answer the questions Nameno placed in front of us.”

“You must know the difference if you stated the words.  What do you know?”

“All I know is that those who exist in the past and future are Do’ers.  And those who exist in the present are Be’ers.  The Do’ers are consumed with what they have not accomplished or what they want to accomplish.  The Be’ers are consumed with the moment of reality and what they can sense at the time of each event.  I mean - that’s what I think about all of it, that’s all.”

“Interesting, I must say.  I never thought about it that way.  It makes sense.  Hey, drink your Quacktail, there’s someone I want you to meet.”

I did as I was told.  Jones led me to Billy in order to get another Quacktail.  Then he led me to a table with two fella’s sitting patiently.

“Hey Jones,” a fat man said as we approached.  “Who’s your pal?”

“He’s our fair son, Fanamt.  He’s the one with the answers.”

“Really?  He’s the code cracker for the four parts of man?”

“Yes, he is.”

“Interesting.  Do you mind if I prod his mind for the answers I am seeking?”

“Only if it has to do with the questions at hand.  No crazy personal bullshit, Fanamt.”

“No problem there.  We have bigger fish to fry as we all know”

“Yes, we do.”

Fanamt scoured me over for a minute, but it didn’t take him long to start his questions.  He began, “You must be the one who wrote those two words that stuck out so much, Do’ers and Be’ers, aren’t you?”

“Yes, it was I.”

“Interesting.  So you really must be our fair son.  Where did you obtain all of your knowledge?  I mean, how did you come about this place, this information, this insight?”

“Actually, I just stumbled across this place one day and met Jones in the parking lot.  This information, or insight, just seems to be inside of me.”

“You did not study any of this?  No formal schooling?  No retreats into the woods?  No hiding?  No sensory deprivation?”

“None of that.  I have read the philosophers, the sages, the religious texts, and other New Age artists the world is so fond of at present.  But formal schooling or hiding from society for many years I have never done.  I guess, in a sense, I have been hiding from society while living within it.  The older I got the more introverted I became.  I just absorbed all of the information I read and all of the experiences I went through, and let it all flow through my mind.  Took the middle ground of everything and did not judge, just accepted it all.”

“Well, I’ll be.  Who would of thought all of these new steps would be introduced by a, let’s see, a modern fair son.  I have to say, I cannot wait until you answer the voice’s riddle.  I cannot wait.  I, personally, have never been able to put all of it together.  There is so much information to draw on out there I always get sidetracked.  I always get confused.  But you, you seem to somehow keep it all together in that mind of yours – without even really knowing you are doing it nonetheless.  Physical, Emotional, Mental, Spiritual, Do’ers, and Be’ers.  What else lies behind those eyes of yours?”

“That, I suppose, I will not know until the time presents itself for it to come out.”

“I suppose so.  Well, don’t let me keep you any longer.  Thank you for your time.”

“Thank you.”

I started to rise from my seat and then caught the image of the person sitting at the table with Fanamt.  I looked at him, and he just smiled at me as he introduced himself.  “My name is Selmip.  Remember one thing, please.”

“Yes, what may that be?” I asked wonderingly.

“Keep your simplicity.  Keep your mind simple.  Don’t let it get bogged down by all of what is to come.  Believe me, it will be hard, but keep the simple perspective.”

“I will remember.”

Selmip reached out his hand to shake mine and said, “Nice to meet you fair son.”

“Nice to meet you too.”

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 8

Four days later I met Jones in the parking lot of the Quack House.  We went through our normal ritual, our barter for the evening, but neither of us spoke.  We just sat there thinking.  It was weird.  At one point it felt as if I could hear Jones talking.  Not to me, but to himself.  And not out loud either.  I was listening to his thoughts.  At first I got scared.  I did not want to know what was going on in his mind unless he knew about it.  I couldn’t take the anxiety, if it was a hidden secret.  As I thought this, Jones just smiled.  He obviously could hear my thoughts too.

We got out of Jones’ car and walked through the propped doors.  Everyone else – Nisbub, Nameno, Billy, and the other six I still had not learned names of, were already there.  Nisbub was in his typical corner, the shadows.  Nameno was at the bar talking to Billy.  Jones and I sat down.  Quacktails were already waiting.  Nameno turned towards his audience. 

“Quacks,” he began, “What do you think?  We have been presented with a riddle in which to solve if we wish to go any further.  Who knows what will happen if we don’t answer it correctly.  But I wish not to go down that avenue, as we have very important business to attend to.  Under each table below your seats are two pieces of paper and a pencil.  Don’t get them yet; let me finish.  On one sheet I want you to write what you think the name for the side which ‘deals in only the past and the future.  They analyze both to try to control the present.  This gives them a false reality as they are stuck to deal in space-time limitations.’  That sheet is labeled Analyze.  One the other sheet I want you to write what you think the name for the side which ‘deals in the present.  They sense the moment with their organ of sensation.  Their mind registers and catalogues the sensations and the experience as they deal in the Here and Now.’  That sheet is labeled Sense.  Please do so now.”

Each of us did as instructed.  We knew it had to be one word, but what word could that be?  I was thinking so hard that at one point Jones turned to me and reminded, “Drink your Quacktail.  It’ll help.”  I did.  One by one the minutes ticked by as I ran the words over and over through my head.  Analyze and Sense.  Analyze and Sense.  The two were opposites in their description.  One dealing in past and future.  The other dealing in the present.  Control and Organ.  False Reality and Moment.  Space-Time Limitations and Here and Now.  I was lost.  I finished my Quacktail.  My eyes began to burn, and my head began to spin.  I closed my eyes for a few moments and opened them to a kaleidoscopic scene.  Billy was already serving the second round, and it seemed everyone else had already turned their papers in and were sitting down again.  I even caught Jones sitting back down when I reopened my eyes.  He just sat back and relaxed.  I couldn’t think of anything and started to panic.  The funny thing is, when that happened, I had an even harder time thinking.  It was the anxiety.  Anxiety - the one thing the Mind has to eliminate, especially if it has to think.  Otherwise it just runs crazy without any real purpose.  People who analyze get anxiety.  I did not need it.  I needed to relax.  I calmed myself down. 

What should I write?  Then I heard a voice in my head.  It told me just to close my eyes, open them, and write down the first two words I thought of.  So I did.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Humanocracy - Part 7

Nameno stood in front of the crowd.  There were eleven of us in all.  I knew five people – Billy, Nisbub, Nameno, Jones and myself.  The other six were strangers.  None of them spoke as Nameno began.

“As all of you know, the next step has been taken.  We’ve been left with a riddle and have a week to figure it out.  Billy, as I get in to this, get everyone another Quacktail, it’ll help absorb all of this in.”

Billy got up from his seat and started pouring.  Those of us who had a bit left of our previous Quacktails in our hands finished them off.  Within minutes all eleven of us had a fresh round. 

Nameno continued, “Let’s toast to our new beginning.”  He raised his glass into the air.  The remaining ten of us did the same. “We have gotten to the next step.  Some of the information we will already know from the Diary of the Quacks that Jones found buried in that grave in Belize on his expedition.  Much of the knowledge and the information we currently have come from the Diary.  It told us how to get this deep into Humanocracy.  Now we embark on new knowledge in order to gain and understand.  But first we must solve a riddle.  We have to find two names.  I will repeat what the voice said, verbatim, in order for us to begin our conversations.  After I say the riddle, I say we disband this Quack Tale until four days from now.  It will allow us to meet and still have three days until we must present our answer.  The three-day siesta will give us all time to think of our own, unique answer and allow us to discuss them fully.  Please, after I tell you what we heard, finish your Quacktail and drive home.  We will meet in four days.  Does everyone agree?”

The room bellowed, “Here, here.” And Nameno told them the riddle.

“To enter this Gate the Quack must have the key.
However, this key one cannot see.
It exists in words that can be told.
But only by men who feel as bold.
There are two sides, existing in space.
There are two sides among your race.
Conflicting Existence is how it’s described.
And because of it many men have died.
The names of the two sides are what I seek.
I need these names within a week.
Look within these words I now say to you.
The answer is immersed in the clues.
Two sides compete every day.
Their names I must hear you say.

One side deals in the past and the future.
They analyze both to try to control the present.
This gives them a false reality
as they are stuck to deal in space-time limitations.

The other side deals in the present.
They sense the moment with their organ of sensation.
Their mind registers and catalogues the sensations and the experience
as they deal in the Here and Now.

The two names I need, within a week.
These two names I seek a Quack to speak.”

Everyone in the room finished their Quacktail, rose from their seat, and drove home.